now blog hav been sumwher i wud express everything.. things r so different now... i now lost my soul... no family... no home... parents some actions always seems to me tat they really hate me... i ain't one of them... i ain't their child... their main focus always hav been sis... ya my mood changes as fast lightning... y? i always tell myself plz be happy... everything will be fine... but eventually i was happy attracting attention... u eventually didn't pay attention and turn attention to sis... den eventually i will feel hurt and sad watever! my mood change.. so wat? den u wud giv me a little attention... tats not i wan.... y dun u all understand... i aso dun understand wats of all u doin... i wanted to change sum of my stupid attitude... but u all juz dun let me e chance.. now i was as quiet as ever... no longer toking much... how much i wander not to hav a sis... even i look alone walking up and dwn when young... i dun wan all ur attention... i wan EQUAL attention from all of u any of u.... to me and sis EQUAL... but u all will think u hav but u ain't me u dun noe how i will feel.... sumtimes i really hope it isn't me hu is born but me elder sis or bro... i dun wan him or her to let their chance of being in e world to me... i hav now no longer myself... i counldn't find back myself... i now no longer believe much abt love... does it really much exist... hu can help me find back my belief to it... Love.... seems so far... suddenly i am looking for e guy in my dream.. can he help me wif all tis.. i hope so...
10:48 AM -LIFE-
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Name: Samantha
Age: 16
School: BLGPS->JSS
Birthday: 17 April
