haiz....
unable to hav gd sleep ytd nite....
things aren't the way they gg to be...
i duno...
i'm so confuse...
i'm living in fear...
is this wat she wants??
i dun mind her attacking me...
i juz dun wan her touch anyone i care for...
especially him...
i cnnt afford to lose anyone...
not a single one...
am i to put down my guards dwn as wat wx say...
if tis works i will...
now to me being strong...
i juz feel weaker...
sooner or later i will fall...
but i nid to hold on...
k not gg to carry on with this...
post next time
bye bye...
still in darkness...
12:25 PM
-LIFE-